ALIEN. LEO. INFJ. STUDENT. U.S.A
Greetings! This is a personal blog
Ok, edit, this is from Alicexalice I had to double check on Facebook!
Everybodyyyyy it’s from Alicexalice *forgot the name because I just save random cute fashion pics to my phone willy nilly sorry guys*
one of things I’ll sell at AFAID next month.
It’s 40x30 cm and the texture looks like that in the photo because it’s velboa (it has fur-like texture, commonly used to cover stuffed animals.)
Come and visit us at booth A.6 !
Hmm, I wish there was something redeeming about me, I’m not anything. Not interesting or pretty or smart or fit or important. Idk it sucks always feeling like you come in after other people, after online friends, lovers, crushes, cultural groups. And it’s like, idk I try but in the end I can’t do anything because I can only be there for people who come to me, I can’t be there for people who don’t want to tell me anything or don’t tell me what is going on in their life.i can’t change the way I look, or talk, or anything like that. I’m sorry I can’t be any of those things, I’m sorry I can’t be what my friends need from me, sorry I can’t rewire the way I was made. I wish I could be interesting, adventurous and brave, but I’m not. I can’t change the fact that I’m a late bloomer, maybe I won’t ever bloom at all, and it will make me harder to relate to.you don’t understand how badly I want to bloom. im sorry I don’t relate to you. You guys are flower gardens and I’m just a cactus. I’m sorry about all of that too. I’m just tired of always being the one to contact and keep up and plan stuff with them. Tired of not being the friend you come to when you need to talk, or the friend you tell stuff to, or the first person that pops in your head when a topic comes up.it just sucks always coming in way after people. Especially when you hang out and have to hear about those other people constantly, or watch a huge smile come up on their face as they ignore you to text them the whole time, it’s like I just want to say fuck you for even coming and doing that. I’m tired of always hearing about every amazing thing about these people, they all sound so fucking poetic.I’m just tired of those kinds of friendships, what’s the point, I don’t even feel like I matter at all, so Why am I bothering.I’m sorry I sound so selfish. why am I still here. After this year I’m leaving texas, idk why I felt like friends I have here are worth it when there really isn’t anything connecting us but old memories anyway. I’m just so sorry about everything at all, I really just wanted and tried my best to be a good friend, I’m sorry I came up short so many times and couldn’t be what anyone needed.I’m just tired, exhausted watching people fill the needs of other people when I can’t seem to do or be anything. I’m tired of feeling helpless on every occasion. I just want to say sorry to all of them, sorry you met the curse that is me, sorry you have such a pathetic friend. I never intended to be.
Kacy Catanzaro: the first woman in history to qualify for Mt. Midoriyama.
I just need everyone to watch this video [x]. She’s a 5 foot, 100 lb gymnast and she beasts through this insanely difficult, heavily upper body focused course like it was her morning jog. The camera keeps cutting to these massive, musclebound men in the audience with their mouths hanging open.
AND SHE’S FROM NEW JERSEY
MORE IMPORTANT THAN JERSEY:
SHE WENT TO TOWSON